Final chapter.

As long as I survived, I failed.
As long as I fought, I failed.
As long as I tried, I failed.
As long as I loved, I failed.

I tried my best to help & failed.
I wanted to support u & failed.
I tried to love u as u deserved & failed.
I really want to be a friend for u.
And miserablely failed.

Never really wanted to hurt u,
and I miserablely failed.
Never really wanted to fail u,
and did "my best" fail.

U believe in me when I not,
u supported me when i was broke,
u were the one friend, the best,
& I failed u in worse way.

Maybe someday u can forgive me,
I cannot do that, not now, not never,
I cannot live with the guilt to fail u
I don´t want to live with that, I´m coward.

From among all, u were the one
I never wanted to fail that miserablely,
from among all u were who trusted me
when I trust not in me, thanks for that.

Thanks for everything u did,
thanks for being you of among all,
thanks for believe in me when I could not,
thanks for being u and only u.

U gave me force to fight but I failed u,
U gave me courage in my weackness,
but I fucking failed u ever & ever
and I´m to coward to life with that,
U derserve more, U deserve to live happy.

This is the last chapter,
this is the end,
no hope, no faith,
not nothing more.

I failed for last time,
never again gona fail someone I love,
this is the end, maybe not today,
but near, and forever.

byebye.

Surrender.

I Give up.

No more fight.

No more stand up.

No more nothing.

I give up.

You´ve win.

I can´t rise again.

Congrats! You won.

Hope you celebrate it.

I Give up.

No more fight.

No more Flight.

No more stand up.

I give up.

Forces drained.

Mind finally broke.

 Never fly again.

I Give up.

You´ve won.

I Surrender.

Fuck off world.

I give up.

No more looking back.

No more rising.

No more nothing.

I Give up.

Surrender to destiny.

No more rising.

No more fight.

I give up.

Now & Forever.

Sunrise, U won.

Celebrate my broking.

I Give up.

Never again gonna fly.

Finally surrendered.

Hope you finaly rest.

Byebye.

Never see you again.