As long as I survived, I failed.
As long as I fought, I failed.
As long as I tried, I failed.
As long as I loved, I failed.
I tried my best to help & failed.
I wanted to support u & failed.
I tried to love u as u deserved & failed.
I really want to be a friend for u.
And miserablely failed.
Never really wanted to hurt u,
and I miserablely failed.
Never really wanted to fail u,
and did "my best" fail.
U believe in me when I not,
u supported me when i was broke,
u were the one friend, the best,
& I failed u in worse way.
Maybe someday u can forgive me,
I cannot do that, not now, not never,
I cannot live with the guilt to fail u
I don´t want to live with that, I´m coward.
From among all, u were the one
I never wanted to fail that miserablely,
from among all u were who trusted me
when I trust not in me, thanks for that.
Thanks for everything u did,
thanks for being you of among all,
thanks for believe in me when I could not,
thanks for being u and only u.
U gave me force to fight but I failed u,
U gave me courage in my weackness,
but I fucking failed u ever & ever
and I´m to coward to life with that,
U derserve more, U deserve to live happy.
This is the last chapter,
this is the end,
no hope, no faith,
not nothing more.
I failed for last time,
never again gona fail someone I love,
this is the end, maybe not today,
but near, and forever.
byebye.
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