Sorrow and sadness

Venturing in the edge of mind,
never had what you´r giving to me,
never deserve it all along my life,
sorrow is my only companion.

I traveled arround the time,
navigate in the currents of sadness,
never had a real friend, never deserve one,
my only hope was to find a way to end.

Fields of death were my ladscapes,
darkness never healed my blooding soul,
there was no a way to sirvive to prymal fear,
I watched the oblivion to it´s ugly face.

Never had a friend in true form,
never deserve it, alway alone,
always had no way to happiness,
never deserve it, only desperation.

A cry of emptiness sorrow was mine,
a battlecry of not deserve to be happy,
lament was my specch to the void,
void I always gonna have in my heart.

Nothing to offer but pain,
nothing can give but sorrow,
not remarkable in my curruculum but pain,
never know to give love, never gonna do.

I born to make people suffer,
even if I want it not,
Sorrow in the night,
fear to love someday.

I was lost before even existed,
I will never know how to give real love,
I don´t know but give suffering,
sadness & sorrow my only friends.

Silent but not inside, inside I´m crying,
crying like a lil´ child, for not know to love,
once a time I thought I could change my destiny,
Now I know that´s imposible, ever does.

Don´t even try to love a soul like mine,
you should burn into your ashes,
another mark in my heavy belt os shame,
another inocent being consume for not fly away.

Believe me when I´m telling you this,
sorrow, sadness, despair, my only companion,
from time before I was born, pain is my last name,
don´t even try to follow me or you fall in insanity.

Never was I sane, never was I good,
my mere presence is a pain in your heart,
I only want to embrace the last rest,
rest for never more wake up to this hell.

Hell my life was, no heaven is for me,
heaven is for good souls, mine is condemned,
even in purgatory know I´m doomed to hell,
there´s no redemtion for me, no rest after dead.

Last standing feeling, one last wish,
let me desire you the luck to forget me,
grant me this one only petition,
you deserve more, I´m nothing but pain for u.

One last thing, one last need, one last farewell,
goodbye, goodbye, you deserve more,
You know it, I know it, we both we know,
time is only a remembering of my sin.

Sins I´ve comited have no redemtion,
I deserve to die, but not for rest,
I deserve the pain I´ve caused multiplied,
never deserved nothing goob, but... pain.

I must to be punish, I must to die,
I must embrace the last only dwelling,
sorrows are my singers forever more,
I must pay in pain for what I´ve done.

Please, don´t come behind me,
you deserve more, I deserve nothing,
No, really pain I deserve, for an eternity,
you deserve more, you don´t deserve me.

Nothing comes good when near I´am,
you should suffer if insist in love a misery like me,
one last though; You must flourish