sorrows at the end

Did I fail to hard?
abandoned with not a word,
did I hurted you that much?
really... I hurted you so?

Not even a farewell or so,
not even a word to drop me out,
not even a bad talking,
not even a speech of byebye.

Did really I deserve this?
did really I deserve no talking?
did really I´am a rub or wiper?
did really I deserve no word?

I thought we were alike,
once more I miss in thinking,
once more I wander alone,
like the lone star.

What a mess, what a sorrow,
lone once and forever,
never waited this was forever,
but hope it was for longer that was.

Thanks for show me I was miss,
thanks for reinforce I must stop!
thanks for teach me the pain,
thanks for show me u were lying.

The eternity? better to embrace it alone,
the darkness? better to go lonely,
the emptyness? come back to me,
the sorrow? come back old friend.